Gggnnhnh

Dear diary,

Once again I have reached a point in my studies where I feel I am absolutely useless as an animator. I have tried to make a whacking animation better per teacher's suggerstion for six hours and it just seems to get worse. I just... I just don't know anything!! Where do I put the slow bits??!! What makes a whack look hard?!?! I feel like the stupidest animator student alive, why do I not know this? ;____;;; If there was a god or maybe several I'd be dramatically calling out to one right now to please just let me go home and not finish this task because I CAN'T I SUCK THE TEACHER IS DISAPPOINTED WHY DID I EVEN THINK I COULD MAKE IT THIS IS STUPID I AM STUPID why can't I just spend my days reading erotic literature and drawing comics

listening to porcupine tree's most depressing songs like a boss here

i want a hug